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ChanTheGamerMan

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I wrote this one day. punt up feelings.

Posted by ChanTheGamerMan - October 2nd, 2015


Gate of the moon, darkness, a cold abyss full of uncertainties and endless notions of the not so final frontier. A fortress of solitude that will eventually grow and swallow us all, all of us full of worldly pleasentries that will never satisfy our growing hunger and the endless depth of our own subconsciousness. The pursuit of happiness is within itself a paradox. All journies must come to a closure, or so we're taught. All good things do come to an end. Even though we know this, we continue aimlessly through our cruel and miserable existance. Yet everyday we long for The Better, or whatever is The Good. Fooling ourselves to help survive and supress the truth that we always face blindly. When we gain sight of the actual truth, we're scared and overwhelmed by the pain that inevitably follows. But for those who come to an understandingg of what life really means, they suffer. Others wouldn't understand because they are the equivelent of a newborn pup, feeling their way around and adjusting to survive. But who are the insightful to blame for ignorance, when in time, everyone faces their own truths and are temporarily unblinded. The bitter cold that surrounds, is then dulled even for the slightest bit when you gain sight. Ignorance is only for those who have faced reality and have run from it. But yet in time our stories fade and leave a mark on those who we've encountered, then eventually after death, rememberance fades into a drifting thought on the tip of the tounge of the self-righteous bastards who snuffed our flame.


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"It is easy for children to fall into narcissism. Since forever, consumerism has been about granting those with what they desire. For girls it's always something to make them look more tantalizing. For boys, it's always about increasing their apparent worth. All they've been doing is selling us a mirror with a slightly better shine. Most of us realize it, we just don't care to argue the point. Sometimes we even get lulled into it just to keep up appearances with people who only care to hear their own voice. You can't educate everyone.But it's only a matter of time before they realize it's all going to end. They try to act brave, announcing it out loud like it's some big fuckin' secret. I can't get in their heads, but I think they do it to cover up the fact that they're scared. What they seem to forget in their own self pity is that the fact that nobody's here forever gives otherwise worthless actions meaning. If you had infinite time to spend with your family, play video games, or spread your mental diarrhea over various social media sites. You would have forever to do that stuff, and nobody would appreciate any of it. Now that you have precious few years, time suddenly becomes a commodity. The fact that you chose to spend Friday night going to the movies with everyone instead of watching cat videos actually means something. Because those cat videos and family outings are now officially in limited supply. Life isn't about how it ends, it's about how you spend your precious time. Some believe in life after death, but that doesn't really affect what I'm talking about."

*Ahem*

Cowboy bebop is an AMAZING anime! you have good taste!

Haha yeah i binge watched all the episodes and movie and when i finished the series i cried so hard